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The things I remember are things of the present, or of the future. I can't afford to waste my memory on things of the past.

I remember the things I want to do. I remember who I want to be and where I want to go. Even as it changes I remember it. The past will be there weather I remember it or not. It does not need me.

Now, the future I can only realise by remembering how I want it to be. Therefore, I do not waste myself on the past.

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